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Patrick Wolf+Jaz Jones= My New Gay Loves

Mon Oct 19, 2009, 10:59 AM
  • Mood: Sentimental
  • Listening to: Patrick Wolf
  • Reading: My Side Of The Story - Will Davis
For the first part of the equation, Patrick's concert on friday, tu use his own word for it, put me in a magic position. It was absolutely incredible. I swear the lad is the new Freddie Mercury. Several reasons for that: he sings like a god even live, he plays like a thousand instruments, he dresses in those strange kinda kinky costumes that are nevertheless sexy on him, and he's the sweetest thing. His commnication with the audience was...no ther word for it than beautiful. He was all humble, saying "Thank you very much" after every single song. On three occasions he went to the edge of the stage and let the audience (that was nearest to him) feel him up, while he was wiggling around like a pseudo-stripper. It was really bloody amazing. And when he sung those songs, it wasn't that usual "la la la la la", he actually looked like he felt those songs, like he believed them. That's exactly what I'm looking for in a singer. And to be fair to him, he's not gay. He himself said he hated these kinds of labels, and that he could fall in love with aman, a woman or a horse for all he knew.

For the second part, I found an absolutely AMAZING book yesterday in a book sale. It's "My Side Of The Story" by Will Davis, and I must say I'm in love with it. It's not some sort of high literature where you have to get through a load of philosophical crap and still smile and say how excellent it is despite the fact you were on the verge of ripping your hair out because it was so boring. No, this book is written in a very 'low' sort of language, with a lot of swearing and humour and ...:heart:. It's about a gay teenager's life through his sixteenth year, and lit's not some sort of cliche where the poor boy is all confused and stuff. He's exactly like every other teengae guy, except that what gets him hot and bothered aren't girls, but guys :love: . One of the nice parts is that there's really no censure in the book, as in even sexual scenes are there allright, but it's nothing disgustingly explicit or naturalistic or anything, it's just what Jaz's fellings on it all are. I really recommend it, even if for the fact that after this you can say " Yeah, compared to this, my family's absolutely perfect".

With this rant over, I'm sending you all my love and a nice cheerful sickeningly sweet good night to all of you.
Ta, loves :love:

Niphredill would like ten Tequila Sunrises, please

Fri Oct 2, 2009, 1:51 PM
  • Mood: Sarcastic
  • Listening to: Lily of the Valley - Queen
  • Reading: The Fellowship of the Ring - JRR Tolkien
I am sick and tired of solving Tinkerbell's relationship problems. He always chooses girls that are either absolute bitches, or the girls he likes are bimbos just like himself, creating an incredibly nerve-wrecking situations both for them and their closest friends, because neither Tinkerbell or the girl will say what he or she exactly feels for the other, and then they cry to their friends about it, who are just about ready to bang their heads on the nearest wall. This point was proved this evening. I told Tinkers that he and his chosen girl could just as well be crowned king and queen of dolts. His response was that the girl's best friend, who I have never met, talked to, or heard of apart from conversations with Tinky, said absolutely the same thing. Add to it that my father will be working on a Saturday, for which he'll probably get little to no money, as usual. Bloody perfect. Now I really wish I could have a Tequila Sunrise or ten. . End transmission.

Creative process...

Thu Sep 17, 2009, 10:39 AM
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: Pink Floyd: The Wall (The Trial)
  • Reading: The Picture of Dorian Gray - O. Wilde
Answers to questions given in :iconmspaintdog:'s journal. I recommend to every artist to go to his journal and answer these questions, or just answer them for yourself, but think very carefully on them. It's a very good way of getting to know youur own style, muse and creative process better :aww:

Do your ideas seem 'external'? Are you most often inspired by what you see?
Sometimes I am. Mostly I'm inspired by something I hear of/read about, like in history class, but quite often I just think of something while listening to a song, or quite randomly inspiration strikes, and when that happens, I have no idea what was the catalyst, because I concentrate on the idea.

Do you tend to think of concepts in your mind first,and then incorporate them into a work?
Mostly yes, but usually the work turns out quite different from the original concept, while other times it looks just or almost as I intended it to. However I always try to think things through before I start, so I don't have to restart a drawing twenty times over.
It doesn't happen very often that I just draw without thinking, but I find that these absolutely random drawings are often the best I have.

Are you inspired by what you feel,your emotional state?
Hm, I don't think so. At least not in the right sense of the word. When I feel depressed, I can't draw properly, even though I'd really like to get the bad feelings out of my system somehow.

Do you find it difficult,or very easy,to absorb ideas from others?
I think it's easy for me. I like to draw when someone sets a theme for me. It's a great way to develop the active imagination.

When you get an idea,can you let it 'simmer',or do you feel you must drop everything an work on it NOW?
I'm quite often afraid I'll forget a good idea before I put it down on paper, but I am capable of waiing for the opportune moment, or when my hand feels surer, because sometimes it happens I have an excellent idea, but can't seem to draw properly, so I wait.

Are your ideas stand-alone concepts with nothing to do with your other work?
I have ideas of both kinds. More frequent are the ones that have some sort of continuation, but I also have individual ideas taht are not followed by anything, and I like them just as they are.

Do your ideas tend to 'branch out', with one central concept powering several related works?
Yes, they do ^^;

Do you tend to explore a concept serially,with several works,one after the other,in a certain order?
Lately, yes.

Do you actively seek ideas?If so do you do this only as long as it's enjoyable,or do you drive yourself on until you have found something?
I don't seek out ideas, when I think about it. But when I get an idea, I don't push it. I have several ideas for fiction, fan and original, whiich I write or work on very slowly, because I know that if I push it, it will become absolute rubbish, no matter how good the idea was, initially.

Do you sit back and let ideas come to you?
I haven't noticed to ever have done this. Ideas usually really just come to me without much pursuing.

Do you perceive ideas as they form,or do they tend to go unnoticed until they are 'complete'?
More often, I percieve those ideas when they form, but I do have several pieces that just sort of happened, or that ended up completely different from what was intended, and they changed or fully formed in the process of drawing, painting or writing.
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Music meme! :3

Fri Sep 11, 2009, 10:25 AM
  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: Random songs <3
  • Reading: The Picture of Dorian Gray - O. Wilde
I stole this from :iconjesskat83: ^^;

Rules!
- Open your music program of choice and put it on shuffle.
- For each question, hit the next song and put down the song title.
- No matter how stupid it is, you must go with the first song that pops up, no exceptions!


1. Some days I just feel like:
"Devil On My Shoulder"

2. Right now I am thinking:
"4:AM Forever" (not at all XD)

3. My favorite type of day is:
"Marble Halls"

4. Nothing beats a good:
"I Don't Love You" (WTH? O_o)


5. When stuff confuses me, I just say:
"The Boy Who Wanted To Be A Real Puppet"

6. My view on sex is summed up with this word/phrase:
"Definition Of Destiny" (:rofl: )

7. What should you do with your life?
"Mama" (HELL NO! :dead: )

8. I hope my last words are:
"I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" (my player is in a pessimistic mood :paranoid: )

9. Facebook quizzes like this are dumb. I’d rather:
"Sleeping Sun" (???)

10. At my funeral, they’d better be listening to:
"Path vol.2 feat Sandra Nasic"(...my player is really not in sync wit me right now :roll: )
11. What my friends really think of me:
"Surrender" (O_o)

12. Some days I just want to scream out:
"Lothlorien" (...I give up :XD: )

13. I love to eat, especially when the food tastes like:
"Soldiers Poem" =_='''

14. I’m not racist, I just think:
"Book of Days" (well, I AM obsessed with books)

15. Lots of these made no sense, but that’s because:
"Introduction"

16. My music knows me best, that’s why it knows that all I want for Christmas is:
"Enchanted" (well, FINALLY!!! :love: Patriiiiiick!)

17. When I laugh a lot of people say I sound like:
"Carribean Blue" (O_o :rofl: )

18. My feelings on gay marriage are summed up in this word/phrase:
"Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for Snacks" (...not)

19. If that last one made no sense to you, then I just have this to say to you:
"There's a Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Found It Yet" ( :XD: yes, that's the song's name)

20. My last thought after this little quiz thing is this:
"Magpie" (:love: )

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"Wake me up when the Bluebells are ringing&qu

Tue Sep 1, 2009, 10:16 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Patrick Wolf
  • Reading: Interview with the Vampire - A. Rice
Every summer when it comes to an end, a little personal tragedy of mine repeats itself over again. When I was five, we had to move from Bulgaria. I left more than three quarters of my family back there, and I left my home there. We come back every summer for two months, which is beautiful, utterly amazing, and something I'm very grateful for, because I know a lot of people who have lost their home that way don't have this opportunity. However every time I have to leave for the Czech republic, I feel like I'm being torn out of my home and from my loved ones all over again, because I have no choice in this, I have to come back. At this moment, I wish I could use Patrick Wolf's line and go to sleep, until it was time to go to Bulgaria again. I know the country's one of Europe's most rotten countries, but it's my home, and it's where most of the people I love are. I apologize for this incredible whine.

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