For the first part of the equation, Patrick's concert on friday, tu use his own word for it, put me in a magic position. It was absolutely incredible. I swear the lad is the new Freddie Mercury. Several reasons for that: he sings like a god even live, he plays like a thousand instruments, he dresses in those strange kinda kinky costumes that are nevertheless sexy on him, and he's the sweetest thing. His commnication with the audience was...no ther word for it than beautiful. He was all humble, saying "Thank you very much" after every single song. On three occasions he went to the edge of the stage and let the audience (that was nearest to him) feel him up, while he was wiggling around like a pseudo-stripper. It was really bloody amazing. And when he sung those songs, it wasn't that usual "la la la la la", he actually looked like he felt those songs, like he believed them. That's exactly what I'm looking for in a singer. And to be fair to him, he's not gay. He himself said he hated these kinds of labels, and that he could fall in love with aman, a woman or a horse for all he knew.

For the second part, I found an absolutely AMAZING book yesterday in a book sale. It's "My Side Of The Story" by Will Davis, and I must say I'm in love with it. It's not some sort of high literature where you have to get through a load of philosophical crap and still smile and say how excellent it is despite the fact you were on the verge of ripping your hair out because it was so boring. No, this book is written in a very 'low' sort of language, with a lot of swearing and humour and .... It's about a gay teenager's life through his sixteenth year, and lit's not some sort of cliche where the poor boy is all confused and stuff. He's exactly like every other teengae guy, except that what gets him hot and bothered aren't girls, but guys . One of the nice parts is that there's really no censure in the book, as in even sexual scenes are there allright, but it's nothing disgustingly explicit or naturalistic or anything, it's just what Jaz's fellings on it all are. I really recommend it, even if for the fact that after this you can say " Yeah, compared to this, my family's absolutely perfect".

With this rant over, I'm sending you all my love and a nice cheerful sickeningly sweet good night to all of you.
Ta, loves